growing kids

it is amazing how fast they change!

I was just watching them playing at the park and my heart started sinking as I started looking back a year or two ago how they where ans what they coul and could not do at this same park. I realised that I am losing those precious moments of them being so innocents.

Of course I love them to pieces and more everyday,but there are never going to be this day again. so I guess I have to stop telling others enjoy every moments and do it a little more myself. Maybe I realise more of this now that Julien has just finished his first weeke of Kindergarten. To have him gone for 3 full days was quiet and I could feel the difference of not having his presence in the house.

A few months back I was thinking, it willbe so good to have him in school to get a break (I thought) but truely I don't feel it much a break but more a loss. I know that he is happy and that is part of growing up. Next week Olivia will be joining the scool ranks as well, as she starts pre-kindengarten. she will be in class the same days as Julien,but morning only (thank goodness,otherwise what would I do with one child at home)

So I am now going to go play littlest petshop and enjoy hte moment!!!