36 weeks

I was just with my sweet little girl at the beach and she wanted to feel the baby move, which she likes to do when it does move. She does not get to feel much since it is very quiet during waking hours. But we got to have some could cuddle time which I am sure the baby appreciates.

She is ready to be a little mommy, she wants to help change diapers, rock the baby to sleep, sing songs, and she says "When the baby cries I will go downstairs and get some milk in the refrigerator for the baby" She is so adorable and motherly already towards the belly when she rubs it and kisses it.

34.5 weeks

My belly is definitely growing! It is for sure moving inside there, I think the baby is getting in position for the big day, at least I sure hope so =-)

I am feeling pretty good most of the days but I am starting to feel the aches and pains of the end of the pregnancy, especially if I do to much, which by the way is not that difficult we two other little ones around the house.

So we have been going to the beach a lot in the past week. I get to sit and enjoy watching the kids play in the sand, water and look for buried treasures. I get to read books, magazine, and just relax.

I guess I will have to put some beach pictures to prove that we are there a lot!

why?

Why do I love them so much?

Why are they in my life?

Why did God choose me to care for these people?

Here are just a few questions I have tonight as I am browsing a few pictures from our latest vacation in the Adirondacks. what a great time we had as a family. The drive was long but every moments we had together made each miles worth it.

I don't know the all whys of my questioning but I know that my life has changed forever since they have been in my life and I would not change it for the world. Even when I have tougher day, when I am not feeling up to the task..... I still look back at my day and can say that I love them most of all first and the rest we'll work on it tomorrow.